dedicated to anyone that has a dream...
After much prayer and waiting...it happened. A fork in the road. A change in the season. A wind that changed the direction of my life.
After 25 years of *safety* and *security* and *financial success*, I've been led (through my faith in God) to take a leap of...courage. A leap of...faith.
For a very long time now, I've been in a very secure position in a very good company in my line of work and last week, I stepped down as a manager and into a role that will eventually allow me more flexibility and very soon allow me to solely be...Teri Fode Photography.
And along with it, I just turned down a very large sum of money to do it. Money that was being offered to me by yet another company in the same field. Everyone around me thinks I'm crazy...until they allow me to share my vision. My dream. My goal. My life...
And then it just all makes sense.
The thing about it is that last Monday I had no idea this was all going to come about like this...I thought my life was going a certain direction that was planned by me...but God had another plan.
Would you do it? Would you turn down thousands (like, thousands and thousands and thousands and thousands....THOUSANDS) of dollars to pursue your dream? Your passion and a dream that is embedded in your heart?
Would you step down from a position of leader and manager and position to...simply a position of worker? Give up status and security? Trust God during a time that feels so scary and risky?
Well...I did. And I have to say...
I FEEL SO FREE.
Vulnerable...and dazed...
But FREE.
Free from the pressure to pursue what the world describes as "success" and "financial security".
Free from the picture that the world paints as "happiness".
It wasn't done on a whim though...let me emphasize that this fork in the road was created by the Hand of God...and in HIS timing.
Sometimes I get so impatient. I think "why, Lord? WHY can't I do (such and such) NOW? ".
And then...I remember this scripture: "To everything there is a season. A time for every purpose under the sun." Ecclesiastes 3:1
I'm not sure why it happened NOW or why it happened the way it did, but somehow I know that something very, very significant and faithful happened in my life this past week.
Something different than I planned and different than I thought was going to happen. I never imagined that things would work out and look quite like...this. But God did.
He seems to work that way, doesn't He? Testing us, preparing us, leading us. Sustaining us.
So...
To anyone that has a dream and feels locked into a direction in life that seems to be unending and bleak...
Remember...
It's only a season. And seasons change.
Be patient. Persevere. Pray for direction. Believe. Have faith and...follow your dreams.
And...as a side note, as I was writing this entry the following song was playing...amazing isn't it? Thought I would share the words with you...a song that was written by a parent for his child...but it spoke to my heart today.
FIND YOUR WINGS/by Mark Harris
It's only for a moment you are mine to hold
The plans that heaven has for you
Will all too soon unfold
So many different prayers I'll pray
For all that you might do
But most of all I'll want to know
You're walking in the truth
And If I never told you
I want you to know
As I watch you grow
Chorus:
I pray that God would fill your heart with dreams
And that faith gives you the courage
To dare to do great things
I'm here for you whatever this life brings
So let my love give you roots
And help you find your wings
May passion be the wind
That leads you through your days
And may conviction keep you strong
Guide you on your way
May there be many moments
That make your life so sweet
Oh, but more than memories
Chorus:
It's not living if you don't reach for the sky
I'll have tears as you take off