I'm adding a post in between my "30 days of prayer" here today because I'm compelled to share a little story...
I was up throughout the night and early this morning with this on my mind.
Yesterday morning I was getting out of my car to walk into the store and outside the door was what appeared to be a homeless person. He was dirty and scruffy and had a bicycle with small garbage bags full of "stuff" tied around the handle bars.
I was sure he would ask for money, so I was prepared to walk up and hand him some or better yet, to offer to buy him something hot to drink and something to eat. But something held me back...mainly, the fact that he didn't ask me for help!
I distinctly felt the presence of the Holy Spirit "holding me back" from just giving without the man "asking" for help. Perhaps he wasn't homeless? Maybe he would have been offended? Whatever the case, he didn't ask me for help so I didn't give him help. It didn't seem that he needed any help!
I was immediately struck with this scripture: "All things you ask in prayer, believing, you will receive." Matthew 21:22
The man didn't ask...so he didn't receive.
As I was driving down Garfield Avenue that very same day, out of the corner of my eye on the side of the street was an older man, wandering. I was at a stop light and I noticed his little cardboard sign that simply said "Help".
HELP! He was ASKING for help!
So...I rolled down the passenger side of the window and pulled out some money and handed it to the man after calling him over to my car.
He smiled at me, without a front tooth and with a dirty, grimy face and simply said "Thanks, m'am...it's almost dinner time!".
Sure enough it was...it was after 5pm...dinner time to most of the people in my time zone. And also...dinner time for this wandering, filthy, dirty, homeless man with bad teeth.
I drove away struck with the realization that this homeless man didn't have a watch, didn't have a time-schedule, didn't have a to-do list, didn't have the pressures of a job, yet he knew it was dinner time!
He needed to eat. So he asked for money for "a loaf of bread".
He asked...and he received.
I seriously believe that the first man would have accepted money if I would have walked up and given it to him. Ordinarily, I would have given it because ordinarily a person in that position would have asked! So I faithfully believe this experience was directly from the Lord to show me that when He says "Ask...and you shall receive..." HE MEANS IT.
Sure, God already knows what we need without our asking. But if He just provided EVERYTHING without us asking for it, the sad, sad truth of the matter is that we may never have need to talk to Him!
Asking God for our needs draws us into conversation with Him. Being drawn into conversation with Him brings us closer to Him. Being closer to Him causes us to hunger to know Him more. Getting to know Him more...transforms our lives.
Of course this could get misconstrued into "just ask for whatever you want...He'll provide"...and of course that's not what God is all about. The closer we draw to Him the more our hearts change and soon, our desires are His desires and when we ask for something that is in our heart that pleases Him...well, that's an entire bible study, one that's worthy of more than a simple blog entry.
I believe God's point to me yesterday was simply but significantly this:
The man who didn't ask for a loaf of bread, didn't receive a loaf of bread.
The man who did, did.
"Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened. Or what man is there among you who, when his son asks for a loaf, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, he will not give him a snake, will he? If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give what is good to those who ask Him! Matthew 7:7-10